Flow

It flows like a river and you can see it flowing - just observe it. Shiny and flowing. 

There is a table that has shiny rocks of different sizes - you can pick the ones that you want to observe; if you do not pick something, it is just there.   

Alone, Pt. 2

We all need that someone who gets you like no one else 

Right when you need it the most 

We all need a soul to rely on 

A shoulder to cry on 

A friend through the highs and the lows. 

Reflection

 

Self Portraits

I had seen this sometime back and had wondered. People were joking about this I think. As I was lying down today, thinking about life and self, I got reminded of this. And today I do understand the underlying concept truly. I don’t know if it was Picasso’s concept - pardon me, I have not looked up his thoughts on any of those paintings. I believe that experiences of a person alter his so called image in time. It’s truly with time and experience one realizes that there is no image, no persona - just a mixture of parts and roles and thoughts and experiences one has had. There is no image that can be called as just this one. Entropy increases with time and the concept of self expands to remove the boundaries. There is just a bundle of interesting and strange experiences. So much so one cannot recall how it was to be anything at any given time in life. So his self portrait at 90 does seem correct and plausible. In fact it is the only thing that makes sense: one lifetime of different experiences that could be almost called different lives - none or all of them - that one can relate to. 

It is great to be alive. 

23rd Feb

The journey inside is like hurtling in space. Feeling the body dissolve and get to the core of the being. It is all light within. Light and space. And the vastness of universe. Till the body is tuned to the frequency of the oldest sound known - Om. Body resonates at that frequency - everything we know does. Hence the need to listen to the vibrations.

The dimensions are many - it is a multi universe. We are different in different dimensions. Like a 2D brush stroke in this life - the movie plays almost like the clay animation. Our life is a clay animation. The beings know it but they play it out. At lower frequencies matter is dense and can be visualized. At high frequencies it is all energy,  everything we know seems to be made up of threads that go vertical/horizontal mesh close to the image below:

And that is why information can be detected from anywhere in the universe. Information travels fast. It is like awareness. That fast. Everything we know is connected to each other in so many dimensions. But I did see us travelers experiencing this dimension on purpose. And could only see the 3 of us connected through light rope. We are traveling together for a purpose and know no other traveler so far. Have to confirm if they feel the same.

The senses are of no consequence. They distract us. They purposely pull us into this dimension.

And all of us are light / energy. It is easy to see the entire universe in a moment. It is possible. It is the realization of its vastness that fills us with awe. Everything we know is suspended in the frequencies / waves / energy. These words can be used interchangeably because they are one and the same. There is no need to distinguish anything - it is all the same. It is unified, connected and the most simple expression. It is just that it cannot be explained / defined to someone who has never experienced it. The vastness outside of us and the vastness inside of us are one and the same. We can visualize it.

The "sookshm" (subtle) and the "sthool" (apparent) bodies : I understood that since I saw it dissolve. I saw the apparent body dissolve till it was tuned to the frequency of creation. It was a point and a source once. That is when a curtain dropped from the stage. And I realized how easily it was experienced what we have heard. All of it fits and makes sense. 

Dreams..

Woke up today with a feeling of happiness & loss - at the same time. In my dreams, my subconscious mind plays perfect scenarios - where everything is in place, everyone says the right things, even my hair is perfect!

In some parallel world, I will always cherish the friendship of souls & will get to be with everyone the way I would have liked :)

So there is this vision of a monk walking alone on a path. The surroundings are full of snow capped mountains. Currently there is spring- as much as one can imagine on such a high altitude. And the monk seems to be at peace and at home. But I always worry about how lonely he must be on his journey. And I feel saddened that no one is there. But I also want to know what's beyond those peaks - and the picture ends there. There is no continuation of this story anywhere.