:-)

 I am happy today. 

Choice

 "You are one choice away from changing your life".

This is no joke. 

Unlimited Time

We have unlimited time in the present moment. It seems dilated and slowed. I call it "unlimited" because I cannot measure this duration. It feels longish when we are fully present and seems less when we are in a rush. I do know that it results in better productivity because we seem to be having "unlimited" time to handle a particular situation - we can do a lot more and can have a lot more impact. In this present moment, there is no hurry, which is counter productive anyways. 

Future as a function of Present

Future = f(Present)

Future is a function of Present. It follows a curve as determined by the present. Depending on how simple or complex the present moment is, future is emerging at every given point. We are following a curve that is being generated by the value of variable "present" in real time. 

The variable "present" can be "simple" and can generate precise results or it can be "complex" resulting in a range of results which are in turn impacted by the external happenings. This variable is so, so fine and so easily impacted that it is impossible to generate a curve of choice or plan the curve. But it can be manipulated and changed just by changing the input at any given time. It's just that it requires an amount of self control and calmness that is very hard to come by. Just like a science experiment being conducted in a lab, precision and steady hands are needed - just that in this case that precision and steadiness has to be in the being and his environment to produce the desired result. 

Future is both a wave (general, rough, probable) and a particle (deterministic, exact, precisely predictable). This is because one can feed a specific input to the present moment and get a specific output or one can feed a variable range of inputs that go together to get a range of outputs. 

Consider the two sentences below - very, very crude variables as inputs.

1. Getting chocolates as present can uplift my mood in immediate future

2. Getting chocolates as a present at a time when I am rushing out to handle an emergency may or may not uplift my mood since I may be focused on the issue at hand and may depend how that present was given to me, by whom, where and exactly when.  

 I will try to get better sentences / variables to explain this but for now, this was a best I could come up with. Basically it is about tangible (particle) and intangible (wave) outcomes. 

It's interesting as I put the above on paper. I got up with this profound information and I thought I had to write it down before I forget. It felt as if I had understood something yet again. It even reminded me of interconnectedness of everything, theory of everything and just before waking up, it blew my mind. 

Video Game

While playing a video game we have to be focused and fully present to respond to a changing stimuli. Life is just like that and we are in a video game. Are we focused and fully present? 🙂🙂🙂

Ecstatic

Totally loving every moment that life is unfolding in front of me. It is wonderful to be alive with the realization and sensation that universe is on my side - as it is on everyone’s side. Nothing is missing. Everything is happening to create a beautiful me!

Grateful 🙏 

Thankful 🙏

Blessed 🙏

Memories

As far as my memories go
You were always around and about
So comfortable in your skin
It took me years to know
that you fight the same demons as I do

sensation

As one observes the sensation with equanimity, any sensation - ends up being a rhythm with a rise and a fall.