In love with me

At this late hour, lying here the intensity with which I miss myself, my own self, my essence - is painful. How I wish I had known how much I'd be in love with being myself. And a lifetime is less too.

Permanent

Have been reading stuff - bits and pieces from here and there, so I am forgetting the exact refernce but the essense is as below: There are these two types of experiences - good and pleasant. Good gives us bliss and pleasant gives us instant gratifaction, satisfaction or pleasure. We term end results of both these experiences as "happiness" - the only difference is that bliss is permanent in nature and pleasure is short lived. So seek the permanent.